7.04.2011, 9:20 PM
This is hilarious !
10 amazing pictures taken at the right time and angle !
guess, which one is the real ? ;)
picture taken from : http://optimismsoul.tumblr.com
1.26.2011, 12:21 AM
Sandman #65
I'm in love with this poet. Neil Gaiman is such a genius one. He made lots of magnificent and poignant creativity of word.
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses.
You build up a whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you,
Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,
So simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends'
Or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts. Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
Nothing should be able to do that.
Especially not love.
I hate love
-The character "Rose Walker" in The Sandman #65
8.29.2010, 10:08 PM
the hardest part
months passed by and here I am updating my blog. very moody and unsure what should I say. So here's my life today
being a XII grader is one of the hardest part in my life. It's different when I was at the same situation which is a IX grade. It's not the end nor the middle of my "battle" it's a beginning, but why I felt so exhausted. I realize this is the moment of alteration. Switching over and being different is painful. But that's a matter of process.
So here's my resolution for this grade : decreasing time of playing around (the hardest part X_X), practicing math and be a diligent student at school and course,
NOT COMPLAINING << biggest problem
all of that efforts are some of my plan to prepare myself achieve my dream, become a student at University of Indonesia. I'll try to do the best. that's my promise :)
philipians 4:13
I can do everything through Him who gives me strength ...
3.21.2010, 3:02 PM
Thank You
I knew someday it would have to end
I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend
There are so many of our special times,
I'm going to miss it ...
7.30.2009, 9:45 PM
One More Times
I prefer not counting how many times I failed my self to update this blog. Like a cruel stepmother I bugged out my one and only blog, and latter I regretted it, and so on I forgot it. haha. Seems like there's nothing special that can be encourage me to write something. I'm too moody, I guess.
welll, now I really heart FASHION!
I gain it from my unproductive holiday routine, browsing online shop. FYI, I just bought a pair of homemade shoes for 281 k and waited for almost 1 month, but when I've got the result, it's kinda disappointing. The quality wasn't worth with the price ! :(
in spite of my accident of buying a cloth from online shop, I didn't really give up to browse online shop. But the difference is I become much more aware and careful. For me, the keys of buying things from online shop is be aware and scrupulous. Make sure it's a trusted seller. :D:D
Being a XI Social is a big challenge for me. Lots of project and paper waited for me (especially KARYA ILMIAH) hopefully I can get trough it and get beyond the target. :))
4.18.2009, 11:34 PM
Heyy! :D
watch this : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpMDoqQdZ50
I've got lots of lessons. This person was so wonderful. My tears almost drop off when I saw this video. It's a true inner beauty ;)
It's been so long since I hadn't write anything on my blog. I just suddenly lost my interest of blogging a while ago. dunno why, but I guess it caused by my moody feeling. :P well, so long, in many circumstance, I assay to check and update my blog & friendster. but it never worked well. And I also guess it caused by my new addict to facebook. XD
I bought new iPod 1 month ago, and I felt a little bit resentful of the battery life. I charged for approximately 2 hours every time the battery get emptied. But it died less 3 days. Than I realized it's quiet extravagant. I asked some of my friends, especially who had an iPod, but they gave me a different answers, and it goes to confused me. some said the battery could life for more than 1 weeks, another one said it's bout 3 - 4 days, and someone said she didn't really care. hha. X)
Have you ever dreamed to customize your web browser? now you can. Firefox provide it now. I use Firefox as my default web browser, since IE always got troubleshoot and hang when I used it. My brother found this application and he download it. It's really easy to install and easy to change "skins" for ur firefox web browser. Not only that, just by free sign up u can make ur own web browser skin. Just follow this link
Try this, it's very pleasant! ;D
this is my web browser skin now. Full of colour ...
I found a nice poetry bout girls friendship :)
You wandered into my life,
And walked straight into my heart.
A single smile was all that was needed,
For our amazing friendship to start.
You gave me new hope,
When I though that all was lost.
You always held my hand,
During all the roads we’ve crossed.
You’re my protector, my blood sister,
The one who reads my mind.
Who laughs at my lame jokes,
And helps me escape the daily grind.
So confident and loving,
A free spirit so pure.
Who shares my love of music,
Her one and only Cure.
I hope you’ll always remember,
That you’ll forever have a friend in me.
And I know if I asked the same of you,
You would always agree.
It’s hard to imagine my life,
If it was without you,
We’ve always stuck together,
No matter what stupid shit we do.
I fear now that your leaving,
A fear I’m not willing to face.
Coz I know that if you left,
My world would be a duller place.
I know life can confuse you sometimes,
But I now you’ll figure it all out in the end.
Because that’s how amazing you are,
And I’m so proud to have you as a friend.
To my gorgeous friend who has always been there
~luv u my friends ... ;)
1.24.2009, 9:40 PM
beauty means ..
PS: this posting’s just estimation, no aim to judge or offend any parts of people or institution. Please read it in positive and objective way. :)
I wanted to make up my mind. To recognized about the real beauty mean, seeing as today this topic is so abstract and people can’t avoid the fact that contradiction still come around it. When I asked “means of beauty” to several people, I often heard, mostly the answer was “beauty means attractive from inner and outer side”. Well, I concur it statement. A nice outlook without fine personality, what’s that supposed to mean? We actually can find it sharpness in most of beauty pageant contest. They persuade all the audience and people, to believe, they didn’t search only a good-looking woman, but also fine knowledge, skill, and behavior. There’s nothing wrong inside its reason. The winner put a duty of social and environment trade. And lastly she helped unlucky people around. How splendid! Isn’t it?
I searched its word in wiki, and found some fact and backgrounds of “beauty” word. The characterization of a person as “beautiful”, whether on an individual basis or by community consensus, is often based on some combination of inner beauty, which includes psychological factors such as personality, intelligence, grace, charm and elegance, and outer beauty, which includes physical factors, such as health, youthfulness, symmetry, averageness, and complexion. Beauty philosophy changed as the time passes by, hundred years ago beautiful woman characterized by a plum, short body, and latter in this century a skinny, tall woman acknowledge as a symbol of
Researchers have found that good looking students get higher grades from their teachers than students with an ordinary appearance. Furthermore, attractive patients receive more personalized care from their doctors. Studies have even shown that handsome criminals receive lighter sentences than less attractive convicts. How much money a person earns may also be influenced by physical beauty. One study found that people low in physical attractiveness earn 5 to 10 percent less than ordinary looking people, who in turn earn 3 to 8 percent less than those who are considered good looking. Discrimination against others based on their appearance is known as lookism.
We actually could find it tragedy on Beijing Olympic 20008, when An angel face 9 years old Chinese girl Lin Miao-Ke was chosen to performing a Chinese patriotic (ode to Motherland) song at the Beijing Olympic games nest stadium during the grand opening ceremony on August 8th evening. Not only her pretty face but also her innocence singing touched the nest stadium audience and millions people in front of their TV set. The truth was revealed by media, there was another less pretty 7 years old girl Yang Pei-Yi sang for Lin in the background. Yang was singing champion in competition among hundreds of girls. The committee consider Yang wasn’t enough pretty, The final decision was made by communist authority and pull Yang out of that shiny stage and put Lin on that show instead. Lin only pretended to sing that song by mouth matching the lyrics at the precise rhythm. Yang could only sing that song secretly. The party director Zhang explained that arrangement was for representing the perfect image of China yet it's not a big deal. Shame on their cheating behavior which indeed fooled a lot of people and certainly insulted the China government consequent
(left) Lin Miaoke (right) YangPeiYi
CNN reports :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HnScoiLb9To
The Real singer, Yang Pei Yi sing Ode to motherland in front of Chinese student:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tewc37AnYEY
Another fact in Korea, 76% woman at 20 – 30 ages decided to take a plastic surgery.
25% mothers persuaded her children at 12 – 16 ages to had a plastic surgery,
27,4% and 95% Korean have a fake double eyelids.
This just one of a lot pitiful worldwide incident that seems pretending, that in fact, world still deduce luckiness and successful could reached easily from a good looking person. Human may able to chop off someone life from his / her first impression. When somebody has a nice appearance somehow people could easily take a good respect to his/ her. Well in fact, this kind of behavior actually didn’t always valid to all people. I suggest this point of view only occur on a narrow-minded person. I certainly believe GOD created every person as a unique, precious, and perfect creature in HIS eyes. ;)
“It's too bad that people feel others find them unattractive. All people are beautiful if you know how to look at them. If you notice the beauty of naturalness which is given by God, even the people who are called ugly are beautiful”
